Page 5 Entry Seven: March 19 2015

March 19, 2015

Today, when I got home I got out the stick from its hiding place and I tried the float trick again. I got the Kirby plush to float again, but this time, it cought caught on fire!! I qwickly quickly put it out and tried to stop myself from cring crying. I loved that toy! 

:(. Frederick bought it for me and I've always loved it! Frederick may have been a real jurk jerk sometimes, but he's still my brother. I have to hide the plush before he finds it and becomes suspisus suspisous suspisious suspicious.

I have to be much more careful with the magic, and I can't let myself become disstrackted disstracted distracted, or I might set my house on fire. I even set off the fire alarm. Thankfuly Thankfully, Mom was cooking something and they thought she made the alarm go off.

I remember that day. We all ran out of the house. My dad wasn't home at the time and we laughed about it over dinner. Thinking back, Jacob was acting weird at dinner that day, but I just assumed he was being a weird kid.

I tried calling my mom but she isn't answering her phone. Considering that she's still trying to recover from Jacob's death, I won't bother her. To my knowledge, she doesn't know about this blog or about the journal entries. I'd also like to remind everyone reading that if you have any information on Adam, please leave a comment or tweet at me @Frederick_Stev

Page 4 Entry Six: March 18 2015

March 18, 2015

Today I saw Adam at lunch. He was still sick, but he came to school anyways. He said that he had a mygrain migrain migrane migraine so he didn't come to school. He said he still had a headake headace headacke headache, but that it wasn't as bad as it was yesterday. He was really out of it today. He only spoke in short, one word answers and he looked like he was gonna throw up. I decided not to bother him anymore so that he could relax. When I got home, I got a shoebox from my closet to put stuff I use to practise practice magic with, not inclooding including the stick itself. 

I put some paper to practice the fire stuff, some small bloks blocks from when I was litle little and the Kirby toy so I can practice my floating thing. I'll hide this somewhere too, but not as hard to find as the stick because it wouldn't be too hard to ecksplane explane explain those.

Thinking of it now, I don't remember finding a shoebox filled with stuff in his room when we cleaned it out. We recently put all of his belongings in a storage unit, so I'll ask my mom if she will let me look through his stuff to find it.

i might even find his stick in there, but I doubt it. I'll find the stick eventually, but I have no idea when. I hope it's soon.

Page 4 Entry Five: March 17 2015

March 17, 2015

Adam wasn’t at School today. He got sick offden often so it wasn’t that wierd weird. I desided decided that I will change my hiding spot every month or so, so that Fred doesn't find it. Frederick teased me today while driving me to school. He's so mean to me sometimes, but he's my brother so it's fine. Not much happened at school today. When I got home, I emeditely imedietly immedietly immediately got my stick from its hiding place.

While i was messing with it, I started focussing focusing on a toy Kirby I had on my bed, and it started to flote float! It started huvereng hovering on my bed and when I stopped focusing on it, it fell to the floor! I'm so excited! This stick is so cool and it's all mine!!! I can't let fred take it away from me, he would tell mom and dad and I might get in trouble or they might take it away from me.

I was scared that i might make the kirby catch on fire, but thankfuly thankfully it just floated in the air. I should be more careful when I use the stick.

I remember when Jacob got that Kirby plush. We found it at a yard sale and he begged me to buy it for him because mom and dad weren't with us and they would never buy it for him. When we got home I cleaned it up and gave it to him. He was always a big fan of Kirby games. I would always tease him for it, but I also had fun playing with him.

Looking back, I realize I should have been less mean to him, but I was just being an older brother. That's what older brothers are like!

Sorry again for the lack of updates, I just found this page (as well as a few others) hidden away in his closet inside one of the pockets in a jacket that he had grown out of. I'll try to update more often. To try to keep an update on whats going on in my life, I set up a twitter account: https://twitter.com/Frederick_Stev

Page 3 Entry Four: March 16 2015

March 16, 2015

I saw Adam at lunch today. He was mumbuling mumbleing mumbling to himself and sitting alone. i walked up to him and tapped him on the sholder shoulder and he jumped. I opolojized apolojized apologized for scaring him and sat down next to him. Adam is one grade higher than me but two years older, so it's pretty cool that I hang out with him. He didn't have any lunch because he told me that he never felt hungry. I asked him if he wanted to hang out after school today and he said sure. I took a deep breth breath and asked him if he ever saw a weird stick in his yard before. He looked at me like I was crazy and told me he didn't. I then asked him if he belleeved beleved beleived believed in magic. He stared at me for a secund second and said he isn't sure. I decidid decided to drop the subgect subject there and not tell him about the wand. I started eating my lunch and we did'nt didn't talk very much after that. When school ended, he told me he could'nt couldn't hang out today because he has a lot of homework.

When I got home I checked my hiding place to make sure Frederick didn't take my wand. It was still there so I gess guess that hiding place works. I'm not gonna say where the hiding place is because if somone someone finds this jurnle jurnal journal I don't want them to be able to find the wand too.

Jacob was usually very possessive over his stuff because I used to tease him by hiding his toys. Because of that, he got really good at hiding stuff in his room. I really regret everything I did to him, now. I should've been a better brother, I should've allowed him to trust me. I should've talked to him more. Maybe this all wouldn't have happened if I had just been there for him. 

Sorry that this post took so long to make, our internet went down for a while and I couldn't post anything.

I still can't find that wand. He must've hidden it somewhere outside of his room, because I turned that place upside down looking for it. I'll try to keep everyone updated if I find more journal entries, clues for where the wand is, or (if I'm lucky) the wand itself.

Page 3 Entry Three: March 15 2015

March 15, 2015

I burned myself with the wand today. I was praticing practicing the flame trick and I wasn't paying atenshun atention attention and I burnt my arm. It wasn't too bad, but it still hurt.  I yelled "Ow!" when it hapened happened and Big Bro came running to the door. I heard him run down the stairs so I quicly quickly hid the wand before he could see. He asked me what was rong wrong and if I was hurt, but when I looked at my arm, there were no marks on my skin. I told him I was fine and he asked we what happened. I told Frederick that I was just playing around and to not wory worry about it. 

I need to be more carefool carefull carful when I mess around with the with the wand. If I mess up and realy really hurt myself, I won't be able to tell anyone about it, because if they find out, they mite might try to take my wand away. I found it first and it's finders keepers, so it's all mine. I have school tomaro tomarow tommrow tomorrow and Fred drives me so I have to find a good hiding place for my wand and my jurnle journle journal. At school, I'm going to ask Adam if he has ever seen a really wierd weird looking stick in his backyard. I won't tell him ether either way. He might try to say it's his and try to take it back or he might not want to be my freind friend anymore.

I should have been watching him. If he had gotten hurt, it would have been all my fault for not keeping an eye on him like I should. I should look through his room to try and find the wand if possible. I don't know what I'd do with it, but I just need to find it so someone else doesn't get it. 

I should also look for more pages, or even better: the notebook itself. There is a chance the other pages will reveal where he put the wand, or at the very least, what it looks like.

Page 2 Entry Two: March 14 2015

March 14, 2015

I expiriminted experiminted experimented with the wand today. I had plenty of time to try and figure it out because it was Satarday Saterday Saturday. I went to our backyard and waved the wand around, but it nothing happened. Fredrick Frederick came outside to ask me what I was doing and I told him I was "playing pretend". He shrugged and went back inside. I can't let him know about my wand or he might take it from me.

I  felt the enregy energy flow through my hand. I closed me eyes and focussed focused on when I picked up the stick the first time and the flowing in my hand. The wand sputtered and when I opened my eyes, a fire was lit at the tip. It only took a second for it to sputter out. It looked like a lighter! This is so cool! I can't wait to see what else I can do. I spent all day practising practicing the fire trick and I can almost hold it there for 10 secends seconds.

I was supposed to keep an eye on him when our parents went out. I used to stay outside with him so I could make sure he wasn't getting into trouble. Over time, I stopped staying outside, and instead checked up on him every once in a while. I should've been watching him. I should've been there for him.

I failed to put this in the first entry, but Jacob was a terrible speller. The crossed out words are where he scratched out misspelt words and rewrote them. He always used to ask me for help on his english homework, and he never used the eraser.

Page 2, Entry One: March 13 2015

March 13, 2015

I was playing outside today with my friend, Adam. Adam is pretty weird, he spaces out a lot, talks to himself, and gets a lot of headaches. He's cool though, he let's me hang out with him whenever.
 We were playing in his back yard when I found this weird looking stick. I ignored it because I thought it was just some weird looking branch. Adam started muttering to himself and shook his head. He told me the he had to go inside because he was getting a headache. I told him goodbye and began to leave before glancing back at the weird stick. I decided to pick it up and take it with me, and as I picked it up, I felt energy flowing back and forth through in my hand and the stick, and the stick began to spark and smoke at the tip. I dropped the stick, thinking it caught on fire, but it stopped sparking and smoking.
I picked the stick up again and felt the energy, but it did not sputter this time. I decided to take it with me, not letting anyone know, not even Adam. I'm writing this journal to record anything interesting that happens with the stick. This is so cool! I wonder what else it can do.

I don't remember seeing him come home with a stick. I'll try to get in touch with Adam about this, though I can't remember his last name. If anyone knows anyone this sounds like, please leave a comment about it.

It's hard to believe, but this seems real. Why else would he hide it?

First Page: "Note to big bro"

NOTE TO BIG BRO

FREDERICK DON'T TOUCH

I KNOW YOU GO THROUGH MY STUFF WHILE IM GONE DON'T READ MY JOURNAL

AND DON'T TOUCH MY STICK

IT'S NOT YOURS

Well, I guess at this point, it doesn't really matter if I read it. I had no idea what he meant by "My stick"until after reading page 2

Introduction

Hello, My name is Frederick Stevens. Recently, my younger brother, Jacob, passed away. While packing up some of his things, I found a few pages that seemed to be torn out of a notebook. The writings were odd. Not odd in the sense that what they said was weird (although they were very strange) rather, they were odd in the sense that he wasn't the kind of kid who would keep a diary.

As a way to let others know of his story, and to possibly help me cope with losing him, I will be uploading the pages to this blog. I'm willing to answer questions to the best of my ability.